June was supposed to be a month spent studying the atonement.
What I meant when I wrote this was to be deeply engrossed in the subject. To have it fill my mind constantly. Listening to talks and reading books by geniuses. Devouring everything I could find about it.
Somehow life got away from me (again? still?) and I that didn't even come close to happening.
But I did study the topic while at the temple.
And I lazily glanced through a book or two about it.
And every day I saw the reminder on my calendar to "study the atonement" so I felt a lot of guilt about how non-engrossed I was. (Does guilt count? I hope so. Maybe if I studied the atonement better I would know how much guilt would be worth on judgement day.)
So I'm giving myself a barely passing grade.
"C's get degrees!" has been the mantra in this house for the last two years....so while the goal in my head was an A+++, I'm settling for a C and hoping to do better next year.
To hold me accountable for all the months so far......click here.
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